I'm already that girl

I'm already her. The one that slides my hands over my smooth legs and admires my skin. The one that decorates her toes in a warning black, that wears shiny diamond anklets. The one that takes care of herself and has a skincare routine. The one that exercises every day. The girl that dresses how she wants. That girl. The one that always smells like lavendar on a summer day, that has a sweet smile and jet black hair. The one that can bite and blush as needed. Here's a secret though. The girl doesn't exist on the outside. Her outside is a reflection of her inside. She feels her beauty within. “Beauty is how you feel inside, and it reflects in your eyes. It is not something physical.” Sophia Loren She feels it when she is grounded and confident. She feels it when she's coming from a place of supply and not lack. She feels it when she's listening to certain Beyonce songs. She doesn't need it from anyone else.